Bad Day--- I'm feeling depressed

Alot of things have been in my mind... Baby is sick twice this month and she has not been able to get the jab done. Not sure when and how but since baby begin to get interested with the world and uninterested with feeding, my milk supply has been decreasing. Blame me for not expressing conscientiously (thinking that I would like to drag the hours longer so that I can express less number of times in sch) Well, the consequence is my supply decrease drastically, my storage in fridge is depleting, and I'm worried my milk career will end VERY SOON :( 

What else? adopting the baby whisperer method to coax Baby to sleep independently seems not as successful and nowadays Chloe will fuss when she is abt to sleep. My Hb says I train her to cry b4 sleep :( Im sadded. Is this what I want? No definitely not. Chloe, Mummy is juz trying to teach you how to sleep independently and sleep for longer hours. What else…. time with Chloe is running out and I will nid to go back to work very very soon. so little time yet so many things I wanna do.. All these things have been running on my mind continuously and Im feeling so blue. As I write this post, I am reminded God will nv give me more than what I can take. I will survive by God’s wondrous grace… and it is this season that unto us a King is born. Praise God from whom all blessings flow. Im glad that no matter what happens, God is still in control! 明天会更好！amen

Adopting Baby Whisperer method Part 2

Have been adopting Tracy Hoggs' method for coming to 3 weeks. During this period of time, I have been very conscious abt wat time Chloe sleep, sleep for how long and her feeding pattern. Despite following the methods, Chloe did not seem to be adapting well and this is pretty demoralising. What went wrong? Did I not observe the sleep window and miss it? Did I not set the setting well? Did I do the “pick up put down”wrongly?

Whenever it comes to nap time and I experience Chloe fussing, crying (telling me she dont know how to sleep) it makes me wonder whether Im a bad mummy and doing the wrong things to her.  Im kinda helpless...

New thing for Chloe

She looks juz like a princess on her 皇位!

Sick for a second time

Chloe has not recover fully since she was hit with bronchitis and now she is down with flu again. Went to see Dr Siaw yesterday and Im sadded cos Chloe nid to continue to take more med. Hope she will get well soon so that she can take the long delayed jab. btw had her weighed and seems like for 1 mth plus she oni gain abt 700g. Seems like she nid more food or becos she is unwell so she did not gain much! Really nid her to get into the able to sleep well and eat well mode!

Chloe dines out with爷爷、奶奶、叔叔、姑姑、Jethro kor kor、daddy and mummy. Its Mummy’s birthday celebration!

We went for a dinner @ Swensen @Causeway pt and met 五叔五婶Casmond and Caston @ Swensen too. in the end we had dinner together.. what a coincident！subsequently, we went to Dear’s place to cut cake!

                         Our first 全家福！

BB dines out with阿公，阿麽，daddy and mummy.

Have been praying for bb to recover so that we can go out for dinner and yesterday bb seems to be much better le. Thank God for healing! we went to 四川豆花@UOB Plaza for ala carte dinner and the food was good!

Getting ready to go out! Chloe’s all ready in her winter costume in case she caught a cold again.

@ sichuan dou hua; Chloe sitting @ sofa by herself

guess what! Chloe is tired and is sleeping @ the sofa. mummy can finally eat in peace..

Chloe oni sleep for like 15 mins and she is awake again! Daddy and 阿麽take take turn to carry and entertain her!

     

After dinner, at foot of UOB plaza along spore river…

I enjoy my advance birthday dinner with family :)

Praise the Lord for the sweet fellowship with my beloved ones!

Adopting Baby Whisperers method

Eversince Baby Chloe arrive home, I have been trying to keep her under Gina Ford’s routine. However, despite many attempts, I am nv able to keep her by the routine. Recently, I saw the Baby Whisperers book from library and I find the book quite useful. Henceforth, I decide to buy the book and explore further. Hopefully the book will benefit baby and us!